faith in myself

everyone got their own problems aite?
when i turn left..her face telling me she's got e problem.
when i turn right..she's crying n of cos she had been in problem.

everyone mind their own problems.
life is not just as easy as we thinked of.
even i'm onLy 2b turned up 21st, i feel dat hectic life. really..
when ppl looked at me, mayb they thought i'm jes like any girls outhere who always surrounded wit da hapiness.
nope.. i am not..yess i laugh. i do smile. i responsed 2 jokes.and maybe i'm e gud listener when my buddies having their own hard time.
but my life is not as easy as i persuade. Bundles of thing i should kept thinking.
maybe u thought...alah yatieeee...bnda kecik je..lek ah..
yeah..i do thought like dat too..but i cannot run frm my real situation.

haihhh...tired rite?
yeah..but life must go on.
dats wut i always said 2 myself.
happiness..is not always come to us..
i hate suffering but i do..

why my life is not as easy as i wished for?
why i should carry all this things.
i hate it....really hate it.

i wonder..how my life will be in ten years later..i hope dat its not dat difficult as i expect.
i jes wish that..
i could be sumone dat is not so useless 2 my family and my bb..

go on yatie...
have faith in urself..
i know u r suffering now..
but u hav 2 smile..
at least smile for others.
dun show ur tears.
its lessen ur spirit...come on..
run..run through this life.