.thoughts.

4 tis time being..i got byk sgt benda dat bearing in my mind..so, nk ckp sume kat cni..shall we go!

1st = lately, ramai sgt yg gaduh..u noe kind of world war, betrayed frens, kinda of batu-api..haih..pastu, boikot memboikot la pulak..jes like lil kid havin fun wit gossip aite? do they pk, the sequences of having dat perangai burok tu? i really2 dun understand tis kind of human beings **sigh..btw, not my problem pon kan? well...friends mean alot to ur life, they are part of our enjoyness in life..bila org2 kept storied me, how they boikot their betrayed friends, it makes me wonder if i were dat person yg kena boikot tu? gile..shud b lost in life. i jes hav few frens..instead of tis 4 crazy ppl..ina,wawa,nad n fara..cleary i dun have any gudfrens more than them.doesnt meant dat i'm relying to much on them but as for me, comfartable when i indulge wit ppl is the main reason why i choose my frens. tpkan..personally, kalo i get hurt wit my frens, it jes take a few hours je..pastu ok balik.dat is me..n biasalakan...nobodys perfect..so, kdg2 ada benda yg x suit ngan kite tp it is wut life means, give and take.

2nd = 2 hours ago, was my presentation for micro-p programming. guess wut, i got 5 marks out of 10. welldone yatie. dat asgnment was really2 open my eyes on how poor i am in tat subject. why i cant c wut other ppl could c? geram gile rase..1st time i felt my super duper stupidious. hah..i can c that troubleness..but i know, i cant stand still here jes bullshitting tis subject, i should make a move and let c either boley move ke x..but i hope so.

let read tis..maybe its not make any sense for ya, but it do makes sense for me..
copied frm mr akmal rushdan.

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