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situasi :
anda sangat sakit hati dengan seseorang, anda tak tahu how to express it. what would you do?
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aku? aku jenis manusia yang senyap bila aku sakit hati. sebab i dont know how to express it. aku bukan jenis manusia yang revenge. aku tak pernah rasa nak reply balik apa yang aku rasa. for me, i dont give a damn. cos i always believe that what is goes around will comes around by itself.
memang aku slalu bising ckp nak cekik orang tu bila aku geram. tapi kejap je. aku jenis yang marah kejap je, bila aku cool. i will blame myself for what happened.
dlm family pon, aku mmg jenis tak ambik port kalau bab2 marah orang, even i'm the eldest. kalau aku marah pun, bukan orang takut pon. ces. even my youngest bro yang baru drjah 4, kalau aku marah dia, dia boleh buat muka bodoh kat aku..isk2..nasib baik aku baik kan? kalau org lain mau kena lempang tu.

manusia memang narcicist, kan? semua nak betul je, macam aku cakap dlu ah, betul tu subjektif.
bagi kamu a tu betul dan bagi aku b tu betul. last? gaduh aaaaa. isk2..kita dah tau, betul tu subjektif tapi kita still gaduh pada satu benda yang sama. bosan kan?

yess. hidup ni memang membosankan. erk..maksud aku bg orang2 yang tidak mempunyai kehidupan macam aku.

theres a point in our life when we almost get tired with things that we keep faith for it for sometimes. fantabulous things is i always manage to get through this eventhough it makes me very.very.very tired. its not only about love, but everythings that forces us to make a decision.
either its hard, rough or terible, we dont have too much choice better than get through that.

ok. i'm going too far from my brain. hehehe. wish me luck for my scary quiz tomorow.

*tired*