23.4.08

a 2.53am crap.

i used to be a happy little kid.
used to be, or maybe was a happy little kid.
and yet i'v grown
i'm not that happy little kid anymore :(
i grew up to be a little lady who is always stuck with her life.
who always let herself down and noticed that nobody seems to care.
who makes her decision by not thinking twice.
who fake her smile just to make ppl around her happy.
i'm not a happy little kid anymore,
i am a scaremonger to myself.
and i'm tired.
tired to pretend that i am okay eventhough i am not.
i hate problems and i have difficulties in solving each of my problems.
and now,
i'm half dying because of it.


* sad *

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