my life's journal.

thursday, 0821 hours.

hari ni last day kerja. serious malas mcm hape. dah la smalam sempat tidur sejam je, tu pun lena lena ayam. haih, mengantok gila ok. tak sabar nak tunggu pkul 5, as hari ni last kerja and esok aku cuti, unpaid leave as i'm still in probartion period. dan lepas sahur malam ni, i'm going back to kb with otherhalf. as my aunty dah balik since semalam, i am all alone last night and rasa mcm nak menangis dengar lagu raya, ok sebnarnya dah menangis. :'(.
tapi nasib baik ada orang yg sudi teman malam malam sepi aku. hehe, gatal.

ok, tomorrow hari apa kawan2? *sila tgk ticker kat sbelah kanan blog ni* i have to wish in advance lah sbb confirm balik esok takde maknanya aku nak mengadap pc or laptop.

so HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY to HAYATIE MAZLAN.
semoga aku dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezki dan sentiasa dalam keberkatan yangEsa. Amin.

23? time flies so quickly. kadang2 aku rasa mcm nak hold masa dan biarkan dia berhenti untuk seketika. aku masih belum puas untuk hidup sebagai remaja yang hyper, yang hanya ada masalah : tak faham lecturer ajar ape, dan malas nak study je dalam hidup. i really miss my pasttime moments. miss the laughter, the tears, the friendship and the shooping-freak of me. i just miss all of that!
23 aint too old but 23 is the right time for me to choose how i'm going to spent my lifetime onwards. juggling between my career life, my future family, and many more. dan when we approaching those things like that, the new phase in life has just began.
the responsibilities towards family, as i am the eldest pon heavy jugak. i may not look as my age but the responsibilities that i have to carry will not be lessen just because i look so petite. hehe.
i know that and i'm ready by now.

thanks to umi & papa for all the hard work, sacrifice and the love that both of you had gave me. i may not grew up and be the best after all but i already grown up to be the best as i could be. without both of you, i am nothing.
seriously cakap..i love you both more than everything. :')

and people, please pray for my life journey to be as smooth as i have planned earlier.

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dan utk otherhalf, HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY untuk KAMU. walaupun aku tua sehari dari dia, but please admit that he looks older than me. please. :P
semoga kamu dimurahkan rezki, dipanjangkan umur dan dianugerahkan kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat.
i love you and always loves you :')

esok my birthday, the next day is otherhalf's and the next2 day tu?

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
have a wonderful and splendid day of yours people! and safe journey.
:)