ramblings

hari isnin selalunya ada monday blues. but not today..today bukan stakat monday blues, its like a forever blues. *sigh*

i envy a person who has a boyfriend * bakal laki* who is making millions millions of money, so that i can happily be a stay at home wifey. yeah, i hate to be a housewife tapi kalau dah dapaat laki kaya raya, buat apa nak penat2 bangun pagi perah tenaga, otak segala just utk earn money yang stakat 2k ni kan? baik bangun pagi, pergi buat manicure padicure, bubble bath, pergi spa, pergi salon dan balik rumah sambut laki dengat imej paling howt. isnt it?
kalau macam tu, orang suruh aku kahwin skrg pon, tak sempat nak fikir dah cakap agreed.

i envy a person who has a boyfriend yang bagi full priority towards her girlfriend, so that girlfriend tu tak payah nak buat confession yang dia act nak ni and tu, buat malu je kan? *sigh*

yatie, back to your real life. ordinary girl macam you, tak deserve untuk dapat semua tu okay.

its not that aku tak bersyukur. i love my life, cuma kadang2, disaat saat sedih macam ni, dibebankan lagi dengan workload yang perlukan tenaga nak otak, the temptation to be as what i wished tu selalu melonjak2. heh.

i hope otherhalf has no time to read this, i'm blessed to have you ok, tapi sebab malas kerja, terpaksa fikir macam ni :P