updates!

my health nowdays doesnt good as before. selalu sakit. migrain, sakit perut melampau2 *PMS* allergic itu dan ini, sakit tulang belakang, cepat semput and many more. everytime otherhalf ajak buat itu dan ini, aku selalu bagi alasan tak larat. pitty him.

pernah satu ketika, aku terguling dalam bilik alone suffering period pain yang mcm separuh mati. for the first time aku ponteng kerja sbb betul betul sakit. i tell you, sakit dia, only god knows. sebab tak tahan dengan perangai cranky aku, i ended up pegi jugak clinic dengan otherhalf dan time tu serious, nak jalan pon terhuyung hayang.

the problem is, bila aku sakit dan tak selesa mangsa utama aku lepas segala perasaan is otherhalf. syukur sangat sangat sbb otherhalf adalah manusia yang sangat sangat sabar melayan kerenah aku yg kadang2 mengalahkan budak budak. i want this i want that and as could as possible, he trying to satisfy me with what i wanted to. bila i sat in my own space thinking how wonderful it is, aku menyesal sangat sangat susahkan dia. dan jawapan dia yang selalu aku dapat.."anything for you, darling". ohhh, so sweet of him. since we both dah move into this career life, obviously nampak sifat otherhalf yang sangat2 responsible. and i am sooooo lucky to have you.

ok, kerja as usual, cuma sekarang agak busy as our product assistant takde, so admin, delivery status update punya kerja, banyak aku tlg buat. lucky to have faizal and lee yang sangat senang nak guide aku buat itu dan ini walaupun aku banyak menyusahkan mereka sebab selalu buat salah. thanks guys! i owe you both alot especially faizal. :)
for this time being, aku tak diassign outdoor lagi, so my work basically indoor and kalau outdoor pun kena ikut sales engineer jumpa customer or else ikut faizal tgk his work. its still in the process of learning, and i currently try to adapt those things nicely. working with i.a required me to be more socialized, dan sekarang slow slow aku try to be more socialized. its not that aku tak bersoSIAL before, i did. heh, but aku susah nak get on dengan strangers and my world is basically dengan kawan kawan aku yang sekerat dua tuh je, so now, aku perlu buang perkataan strangers itu and try to make friends with others.

my dad sekarang dah tak bekerja because of the medical board. so dia kat rumah, berehat dan berehat. good as before this enMazlan selalu sangat in & out hospitals. it is okay, since the siblings pon dah besar semua, dan i know that things will be fine cuma selalu doakan enMazlan cpt sembuh. This is a time for me nak balas jasa kamu. :)

ok then, toodles!