rindu ibu.rindu ayah.

malam ni confirm tak boleh nak tidur sebab i almost sleep 14 hours today. hujan plus perut kenyang, a perfect combination to LaLaLand :)

cuma bezanya weekend kali ni bahagia dia lain mcm sikit. i dont have to tell to the whole world la kan kenapa aku bahagia, just to let him know, thanks sayang for putting more colors in my life. yes yes yes, i'm refering to my otherhalf k? not you. hehe

cuma, sekarang sangat homesick. rindukan keluarga sangat sangat sangat. tadi mcm tersentap dengan ayat otherhalf *walaupun niat dia nak buat lawak* "balik la selagi mak ayah ada, nanti dah tak ada esok2, dah tak boleh balik jenguk mereka" i was like..diam kejap, rasa mcm dan dan tu jugak nak bukak website firefl*y/AA survey tiket. heh, i really miss them.

bukan tak nak balik selalu, KB to KL takes 8 hours to drive, kalau stakat cuti 2 hari tu mcm xsempat la kan..harusla balik naik flight, jimat masa sikit. nak beli tiket flight bukan tiap tiap bulan boleh, except kalau urgent case kan? so,what to do..meratapi la aku mcm malam ni. sedih k?

nowadays, hidup aku terlalu bergantung pada otherhalf. weekend je, tak ada orang lain aku cari selain dia. kalau dia bz or got something else to do, time tu jugak angin meroyan aku datang. hehe, baru tersedar, aku act tak punya ramai kawan. pathetic gila kan?

its not that aku tak suka spent time with him, teramat suka k? cuma kadang2 i need something different, girls talk, sharing about lovelife and etc. buat kija gila, movie marathon dengan girlfriends mcm dulu, ohhh how i miss those days. friends, where are u?

esok hari isnin, monday blues. tapi kejap je tang blues tu, tup tap tup tap dah jumaat..so selamat bekerja ye readers!

bye.