18.7.10

i sgt geram titik!

i know i know..sesungguhnya, menulis dalam keadaan emosi tak terkawal mcm sekarang will leads to something stoopid.

i do.

i memang sgt marah like seriously! pissed off semalam punya kes tak habis lagi. hari ni terpaksa pissed off sekali lagi dengan other.half. geram sangat ok! kalau dah aku geram memang volume naik secara mendadak la. ok, memang i admit that aku paling pantang orang tinggikan suara dengan aku as i always remind him walaupun ada la 2-3 kali dia tinggikan suara dengan aku within this 4 years, itupun aku rasa dia marah tahap nak tempeleng aku dah tu..heh.
but everytime aku marah *wic is happened at least once a month* memang aku cakap tengking punya style as u deserve that! gerammmmm mcmmm nak mati k everytime tgk muka poyo tahap gaban mamat 'sehat' tu!

terus spoil mood nak karok sampai hilang suara. cehs. pay me back!

btw, i already bought flight tickets for me, sister and otherhalf untuk balik time puasa next month. balik during weekend shj so harusla dengan 'everyone can fly my a*ss la kau punya luggage fees mahal gila kot' sebab mmg sure tak larat nak drive. so sekarang dah homesick and counting days nak balik dah. over kan? sebulan lagi tp dah counting days.

sebab..

sangat homesick. i miss home..:'( *baju raya dah siap weh, tak sabar nk balik try!*

aku memang sebenarya tak ganti puasa lansung lagi..bukan tak nak, everyday keluar jumpa clients, customer, masuk site lagi2 masuk production line yang luas lagi panas tu makes me selalu puasa half day sebab seriously tak larat..haih.

but, next week for sure..aku akan pastikan aku puasa at least 4 days so another 4 days lagi aku puasa on weekends. please please please..kamu jangan nakal..haih. will try my best.

esok ahad, my sister(s) are here :) we will have fun!

last 2 days ada reunion zainabians at Cur.ve. eh, not really cur.ve. its Ike.a to be exact. a meatballs and chicken wings reunion so rasa nak muntah tgk meatballs as i was there from 4pm to 10.30pm. almost 7 hours gleeing with meatballs! *puke*
that was fun tho and quite annoying jugak but only for certain cases. heh. but then, i tried to be positive and make a conclusion that ; every person is unique. so please dont bother the annoying part of them :)

hugs, dari orang yang tengah geram walaupun boyfriend dia sedang happy berfutsal.

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