i am desperately looking for a new job. kalau desperately tu maksud dia mmg macam harem la susah nak dapat. biasa la, lagi kita cari lagi susah nak dapat and i think it's normal. I'm fully available early February so i have atleast 3 month to do any job hunting.
I want to start a new life. i mean a good life; both for dunia and akhirat. Being what i am now is totally out. my career? working in a circle of non-muslim enviroment will never helps me being better. tapi yang bagusnya adalah they never put a gap between men and ladies. isu underestimated tak pernah timbul. that's a good thing.
but i really need something yang boleh ubah aku menjadi manusia yang lebih baik. yang lebih berguna. at the age of 24, there is no time for me to play and try. i need to settle down, start seeking for a stable life, and perlahan lahan menjadi perempuan muslim yang betul2 muslim, i mean bukan setakat pakai tudung tapi perangai macam syaiton. muslim fizikal dan muslim hati, kedua dua itu perlu seiring.
i'm tired of being what i am now. walaupun i laughed like most of the time, percayalah aku tak pernah berpuas hati dengan apa yang aku ada and i'm looking for more and more.
tuhan, permudahkan lah urusanku. Amin.
3 comments:
eh eh eh mcm same ape yg aku pk kan jer.."perlahan lahan menjadi perempuan muslim yang betul2 muslim"..hee
normal kot bila DAH NAK MASUK 25. haha, ko dah tua ina..
hahahaha siot ko..bukan "normal kot bila DAH NAK MASUK 25"..tp aku fikir "smpai bile kite nk mcm ni"..btol x?? hee..kite senarnye baik t..sbb willing to make a change in our life..from bad to good=)
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