13.2.11

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am going to eat banana leaf rice today! so sekarang tgh tunggu other.half fetch me, tiba tiba rasa nak menulis..boleh?



life is not only about otherhalf, and how much i love him. Life is more than that. The reason why i need otherhalf alot nowadays is actually to cheer me up. *Sigh* Sory baby, for not telling you what i am going through now.

it hurts me so much knowing that my family isn't happy as before. But there is nothing i could help to make things better. Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, i cried. I miss my parents, my siblings. Feels like to hug them and tell them everything will be fine.

:'(

yes, i am 25 years old girl, and i need to be strong. Manja dengan otherhalf je boleh, but for others, i need to be strong and independent. Lepas ni, bila tinggal sorang2 dekat "kampung", kerja baru, i need to do everything by myself. Kalau bosan, there is no otherhalf to teman me. Kalau tension, there is no otherhalf for me to go and crying like a baby. Time weekend je boleh. hehe.

ok, big girl dont cry!

Ya Allah, permudahkan lah perjalanan hidup aku dan keluarga ku. Amin.

i'm not going to update anything for a while, i need a space to settle down. Remember to always smile, eventhough your heart cries.Like me.

Sayonara.

2 comments:

engineersaiko said...

babe, kena kuat eventhough million of dugaan datang ok. reg family matter, kesabaran sangat sangat diperlukan. inshaallah, one fine day Allah akan balas kesabaran kita tu.

hey, aku nak lepak 'kampung' ko jugak nanti!

Anonymous said...

Thanks babe :')