12.6.11

i am 2 years old engineer, only.

many of my friends kept saying no fun being as an engineer.

oh, yes. i'm graduated under electrical & electronics engineering (hons) major in rojak electrical. hah. Sounds good eyh?
certificate-ly yes, i am engineer. but in life, as for now..i am still in the progress of learning to be an engineer. just so you know, engineer plays an important role to all the technologies, facilities and all, so engineers are supposed to know everything technically and a very good problem solvers but if kalau tanya ni tak tau, tanya tu tak sure, tak payah dok poyo mengaku engineer ok. Learn baby learn!

but frankly speaking, every morning i woke up dah siap2 set mentally yang that day will be my hassle-est day! can u imagine every day 5 days a week i woke up with the same feeling? gila bosan. Penat. tak larat semua ada. dan dan tu jugak cakap bestnya kalau dapat jadi fulltime housewife dok umah jaga laki. Previously masa kerja IA takde la teruk mcm ni. Busy jugak la, but still boleh chill, lunch date lama2 dengan officemate, and jalan2 cari makan if outstation. Seriously fun! Product pulak tak manufacture locally, cuma modification je kat sini, sumpah its million times easier compared to what i'm doing now. Sumpah rindu zaman tu. No, i'm not regret. this is what i choose and heyy, aku tak tidur 2 malam kot sebelum aku berani tender my resignation letter. its a wise decision at least for my future.

ok berbalik pada kerjaan kuli batak ni, as in my company we have 4 levels of execs, the lowest one is engineer 1, and saya lah tuew!. second is engineer 2, senior with at least 2 years experianced in semiconductors. second higher is ASSP, bukan polis ye. its act assoc. specialist and basically after u've been attached to Japan for 2 years, balik tu terus dapat ASSP lah. and the highest level is specialist. oh not to mention managers, group manager and team leader ye, tu lain. that one is more to business strategy and development. So nampak?
Engineer 1 tu tahap budak2 baru habis belajar or uni leavers with no experiance. to be a specialist, its a longgggggggggggggggggggggg wayyyyyyy to go! so that's why bila below level or higher level asked me what is my position, mcm hidup segan mati tak mau nak cakap, oh saya engineer. Sendiri geli.

tapi kerja masyaAllah, boleh buat otak bersepah jatuh berderai2 punya susah nak fikir! rasa mcm nak menangis tak nak pergi kerja sbb penat sangat, tapi i motivate myself to stay strong. belajar sebanyak mungkin. tapi yelah, kalau dah spisis pemalas kan, ada jugak la hari2 yang rasa malas gile nak kerja and i took one whole day to complete 1 simple task. heh.

penat tau?

i always dream pergi kerja pakai cantik2, mekap, pakai handbag cantik2, heels, company pulak kat tengah2 KL, ok KLCC to be exact, time lunch boleh turun mall, shopping jap..kerja pulak tukang jawap phone pastu pegang satu organizer and kerja tulisss je boss cakap ape. yeah, i mean PA. hari2 singgah beli bunga letak kat pasu meja mcm nora eleena. pastu dapat boss mcm seth tan, ok dah terberangan.

yeah, life's hectic and it keeps going until we die.

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