12th february 07, 7.11pm.........

i jes finish reading maverick's blog wic is mikhail's mommy blog..its soo turns me up 2b so emosional..heh..nway i really wonder how sweet n completes life dat she got..n i want 2b jes like her but not 2b her fake..but the way how life will be as it goes on..

i olredi have my Love...mohd nadzri che nawi..
he's olredi my man..although we only 10months young couple but we got lots of plan n wishes 2 get through our life..
sumtimes i'm confuse..do i really love him..but its ended wit dis answer always..yess! i trully love him n i cant live witout him..
let me describe..my syg..n why i love him..
i'm started to love him since i'm in skewl lg...we are in da same skool, 2002-03(MRSM Kopu)
i really love his sense of humor..his sweet face n the way he talked wit me..its kinda weirdo to admit that..but dats da fact..
but at dat time..jes me who felt the love dat is olredi in the air..he's got no feels towards me..
mayb at dat time we jes frens at all..ckp2 pun mcm biase je..n da most important is..i nver show dat i love him..even wit my besfren dat i oweys shared my things n thoughts..so,nobody knows i love him..dats better. i dun want 2 take a risk..i olso hav e prices as e girl..indeed i am sooo conservative wic dat girls should not make a 1st move! i dun giv e damn if ppl denies it....=p

that things goes on till our last day in skool..at dat time..my love 2 him become lessen..mayb bcos i dun c any logic dat i can get him..but i nver failed 2 get connected wit him..as a fren..few months after dat..we r both goin 4 national service but in e different places..we still get connected each other.
after goin back fm pkn...he went to the perlis matriculation college while i'm goin 2 uniten..we r both far once again..maybe at dat time he even remembered me like i do..1 yr after dat..he's finished he's matrix while i'm continuing my degrees kat uniten gak...

he furthers at kuittho..i noe it not frm him..but frm his frenster..

cont to da nxt blog!!! i'm goin out...nk kuar dinner~