9th february 07, 6.45pm...

jes wake up frm my loong sleep...ntah nape rase...i dun feel good at all...i dunnoe wut drives me into dat..mcm2 rs ade...jealousy..tired..hurt...missin sumone..thinking bout my internal problems..waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! i hate dis feelin..i'm missing nadzri so much at dis time.. but do he miss me 2? heh...i dunoe..instead i'm really miss my family too..tp nxt week daa nk balik..boley la jumpe diorang..miss sgt2...