why it is so hurt when we almost love someone 2 much?
why the heartache we hav to pay for da hapiness dat we wished for?
nobody get me?.....hmm..
where was i?
ok.ok..i'm not gaduh wit bb eh..i jes want 2 write sumtin dat is stuck in my soul..
geram + sedih + bengang + cm hegeh + sial + benci + rindu
dat is wut i feel now..
i dun understand things dat i should understand. am i too selfish? or am i too relying on him?
i always find the answer but i tink i really not in to dat..yeah..really. i tink i giv him enuf time for him to get for his own bisnes..but it seems like it is not enuff for him.
he came n he go anytime he wish for..when i said he ignoring me..he debated me. he said he is busy got lots lots lots of things to be catched up.
when he xplain dat 2 me..i felt the guilty like controling him. then i lost my words to said 2 him.
heh..
geram u noe. feels like to cekik him.
if he think dat i am controlling him...then i'm sorry. i dun meant it.
if he think dat i am too sensitive..then i'm sorry. i dun meant it.
if he think dat i am too relying on him..then i'm sory.i dun meant it.
even SORRY is da most hardest word for me 2 say.
i am e student. i do hav projects,assgnment,test, jes like him.
do i ignore him as wut he did 2 me?
i try hard to recap dat..but i tink i never. if ada pon..i jes like only one night. i dun msg him..
tu pon die daa mrajuk.
is it fair? he nver tink dat..i know..dats why nadzri tink he is always right n nver try 2 understand me.
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