5 minutes ago..i was lying on my bed looking to tis pc..i know its been a while since i'm not updating my blog. act i got looooottssaaaa tings 2b shared. but i'm lazy enuff to sit here. but now..i tink i hav to b4 all da tings dat i want 2 say gone wit the wind..hehe..
i wanna talk bout my life.my result.my love n my thoughts. maybe it will be long2 enuff 2b read on. heh..so i hope u'l be patient till my last word eh..here we go!
my result.
haihhhhhhhhhh...thanks.thanks.thanks my dearie GOD! i'v passed all my subjects even absolutely not flyin kales la..my gpa was doowwnn laju je mcm flying fox tuu..heh..but i dun giv e damn pon. alhamdulillah i did it. it was e hardest time 4 me 2 finish those paper ari tuh. even i DONT study seriously pon. its not dat i'm lazy or main2..but i'v lost my concentration at dat time..ye la..i kept thinking bout my emd paper. i thought dat i'm failed already..nway thanks to dr anisa..4 ur drought n despair soul.i love u so much darling! it more than i xpected. i am FORTUNATE ke? ye kot..failure? naahhhh..it is not e failure ok! keep up girlpower! i know u can do well than this. i will be in e third year soon. so i wish myself the best of luck for my upcoming days..yelaaaaa..since nobody wishin me pon =(
mylife.
i will goin back 2 uniten 2moro morning.8.40 am flight..hehe..verryyyy the morning aite? yeah..feelings? noting 2b xcited 4..xcited la sket2..nk jumpe those my fren tu..its not fair..when i will b bck to uniten..all of my frens msging me asked when do i finish my final..nk wat gathering la..nk hangout sesame la..nk wat bbq la..shitt! why uniten always be earlier than others? nope.nope..i am shit act..tpakse amik special sem..heh..but nway my dear frens..i tink i will b back on 17th may..it tooks bout 4 days kot..so..i warned to all my frens..do it between dat time eh..why i blk kelantan? too many reasons act..we r celebrating mother's day on e big2 day..so, i wont missed it =) mybitches!!!!! i miss u all guys..lame gile xjumpe kan..its been e year. ye ah...time cuti2 camni bru boley jumpe..mkn cotek kat miria eh? heh..
mylove.
i know. i cant xpect hapiness always wit me in love. i know i cant xpect him always wit me all da time. he has his own bisnes. so do i. so by now..i can accpet anyting dat will happens for my future. i jes sat him free. kalau ade jodoh..ade la kan? xlari kemane org ckp..but my love to him nver decreased. if he got time wit me..my pleasure 2 get on it. if nope..it's ok..i dun care..=)
tis 14th may is our 1st year anniversary..kejap je stahun..in tis 1 year i'v gone thru sooo many2 things dat teach me bout love n wut is dat act. when i was wit aiman dlu..i dun feel tis. even he is soooooooo kind. he nver mad at me n always smile 4me whenever i do my prangai udoh. heh..but i dont love him as much as i love bb. sorry 2 make urself miserable aiman. i'm really sorry 4 dat. it is my mistakes. so bb..for tis 1st year anni..i really hope..u'l be mine..forever n ever =) thanks for evryting ya..i love u soooooooooo much!
my thoughts.
now i'm having a cup of coffee..but i cant feel da 'kick' of dat cafein. even i am one of the cafein freaks. u know why? bcos coffee need 2b drink at da right time. same as us.
we need a right time to do things dat we wish to do. then only u can c da gud results. its not e philosophy k..its true. i always observed dat. do not follow evryting on wut ur heart said. sumtimes it leads us 2 da problems. i do xperianced dat..lots2 tau dop..i always make mistakes in mylife..hehehe..but i dont regret it..as wut umi said,is e process of learning in life..thanks umi.
u always give me e shine of hope.=)
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