brand new me.

i cant sleep again lastnite..haih..i think i should take supplements in order for me 2 get sleep!

but lastnight things dat i really dont want it happens was happened.
hmm..
i know i'm selfish. i know i already hurt to much ppl. but dun ever judge my cruelity. and for this time being..i think its better for me to live in this way, nver ever have any future commitments.
aku teeerrrckp jugak kat nadzri. haihh..dasar mulut lembik kan?

to sumbody outhere..
i'm sorry..infact i'm really sorry. i know i leave u dat day wit such no reasons. dats why its hard for me to looked into ur eyes wherever i come across you cos i felt dat guiltyness. but i always denied it and slalu cari pasal nk gaduh dengan kamu kan? u know why i do dat? bcause i want u to hate me. and i'm glad if u hate me cos i deserve dat. nway i pray for u..may u find someone that millions time better than me. u such a wonderful person i ever known.
thanks for the time that u'v spent with me.
thanks for the hapiness dat u brings into my world.
even u know i dont love u as much u love me..
but it nver stuck you up.
thanks.

haihhh..aku amat sedih mengenangkan kejahatan2 yg penah aku wat sometimes ago..
and aku x nak ingat lagi okey. aku nk start my new life with no hopes. let just time decide it.