merenungmasadepanakuyangbelumpasti.

final exam is between 23 March to 4th april. and my last paper is on 2nd of april. wic is the lasttt paper after 5 years being as undergraduate student. one year of foundation and 4 years completing this not-as-easy-as-i'm-expecting bachelors degree.

sedihnya!
takutnya!

*sigh*

i have never really sat down at one corner thinking on what am i going to be seriously as most of my peers now are busy looking for the job or some even looking for the universities to cont their postgraduate studies.

aku?
still tak tahu nak buat apa.
i try to keep things easy.
ahhhh, tak nak fikir lagi nak kerja apa lepas ni.
selalu macam tu.
ahhhh, dah tak nak sambung belajar,malas!
most of the time tu yang akan aku cakap.
but i know, i still have a long way to go.
knowledge to be discover,
and experiance that i should go through.

cuma, aku belum cukup bersedia.
belum cukup bersedia untuk menjadi seorang dewasa yang betul2 dewasa.
Everybody have their own way of being different. Have their own idea of how they want their life to be patterned. agree?
so maybe aku ditakdirkan untuk jadi cool macam ni.
hehehe.

tapi seriously takut weh!
ada ke orang nak amik aku kerja? hah.

tadi aku ke Unite*n career fair.
hantar resume.
8 set resume aku print. dan 8 company aku hantar, and it was unplanned choice.
SimeDarb*y.
Alst*om.
Hitach*i
Shar*p.
Rohm-Wak*o
dan 3 lagi aku pon tak ingat what company it is.
heh.
aku dapat goodiebag and free zines as dapat jawap soalan time xfresh.fm buat lintasan.and we are too late for mix.fm's part kan?:D

dan aku rasa aku hanya sekadar hantar. yatieeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! pls be serious sikittttt!!!!
tolongla. aku dah penat get warned by myself.

to be true, i dont want to finish my studies as early as this.
and i miss my old days :'(

i want to be forever kids!