i love you, definitely.

it supposed to be an awesome day for me, but due to some reason : dad is not well so my mood swings like a hurricane. heh. yeah, and i ended slept in front of my laptop, with 14 missed calls and tears on my pillows.

it was horrible feeling. the truth is i miss dad so much. he is so weak nowadays but yet struggling to pretend everything is okay and kept asking me to get married faster so that he can have his own grandchild. :'(

i misssssssss all of them back in KB. but as dad is stable and will discharge anytime soon, i decide to not going back. My probation sucks. every EL counts as tardiness.

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today is my anniversary with otherhalf.
8 years before i met him in high school. the first guy who melted my heart with his jokes. Spike hair, fair skin *i hate this so much* with his baggy pants just to show off his checkered boxers, i guess. and since that day until now..he became my BFF and we shared lot of things.

and officially 5 years being my otherhalf, i couldnt asked for more. He is my partner in crime, my shoulder to cry on, my vacay mate, my everything. He loves me as much as i love him. that is what the love counts.

eventho i am not single as in real, but i enjoyed my single life every now and then. i still can having fun with friends, regardless how lewat pagi i went back home. I dont need to report every single things that i've done. and i love this freedom being his girlfriend. Walaupun kadang2 kena ceramah sebab pakai baju mengarut2 but still he cannot do anything. Hehe..married me first than i'll changed as per your request k? :P

he's a bit nerd. He lives his life with his proper plan. He has saving as to secure himself and sometimes me *hehe* during our hard time. He didnt fancy expensive restaurants as for him itu membazir. He didnt like to shop unless its necessary. He didnt like outside food and prefer home cooked. He hates being stucked in jammed. He hates everything random and for him, everything needs a plan.

while myself on the otherhand is a little girl who dont know how to cook. Got saving but at the end of the month i spent those money for movies and shopping. I have no plans and i lives my life day by day. I fancy good restaurant and good foods outside. I didnt care if i stucked in jammed for hours just to satisfies my craving on foods and outfits and for me, i love unplanned things.

See the different?

and we always argue like nobody business. We didnt share common taste at all. He loves kampung food so much and i didnt. he loves gulai kari and i prefer soup. hehe! yeah, nothing at all..
but i love him... so does him.

Happy Anniversary Baby. Thanks for being with me during my ups and down, during my fat and thin..hehe.

Hugs and kisses from your BFF.