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mood aku sangat melancholic mlm ni, so i have to jot down something to relief myself (read : sekok sebok), and then only boleh sambung my work back even i know my policies is one-a day- post.

2b honest, arguing with kamu was really tiring. i meant not physically, but emotionally tiring.
aku tak pernah dan tak mungkin akan menang. jarang sekali kamu admit ur fault and say sorry.
tapi too good that i never expect kamu buat macam tu pun. i just try not to care and ambil hati.
selagi aku boleh sabar, i try not to let myself burst into anger. and i always.always.always. avoid myself to telling bad about kamu. why? sebab for me, i do accept kamu along with a good and bad things of you. tapi, this is what i always get.
is it fair?

untuk kamu,
when everything is coming ur way, u will know you're in the wrong lane. and also to people outhere, never ever judge ppl without knowing them seriously. boleh dimaafkan kalau kamu tend to judge orang tu sombong sbb muka dia tak senyum lansung, its alright. tapi u are over the limits bila kamu kutuk manusia lain macam kamu saja betul. it is wrong bila kamu kutuk orang and kamu dah masuk bab menghina orang tu. i cant and never cant accept those ppl like that. aku bukan cakap aku tak pernah make jerks to others, i do tapi aku still lagi ada rasa hormat pada maruah orang. i do blogging things yang tak memuaskan hati aku, tapi aku rasa aku tak pernah lagi buat orang sakit hati bila baca blog sampah aku ni. if ada i'm really sory.
betul like what somebody told me ; bila kita buat salah sikit je, orang akan nampak salah tu je tapi dah tak nampak kebaikan kita,and pandai pulak kamu cakap human tak lri dari makes mistake.

for things that i did wrong
for words which might hurts
i'm begging for sorry.

*p/s: i put myself into tears when i jot this.