23.2.08

letters 2u.

dear you,
i am sorry that i was an ass 2u in this previous days. i know that i shouldnt have acted like that and that's why i am truly and deeply sorry for making u hurt.
it hurts me so much eventhough.
you were and still are the great love of my life. i know i dont make things easy for u.I get scared of my overwhelming feelings for you and I run, but my heart always brings me back 2 you.
Our argument was caused from so many things. My insecurities, my lack of self-worth, the selfish want to be the only one that makes you smile and toss a sparkle across your eye. I know that the blame is mostly mine.
I just wish you to know that my selfish will has broken, my barriers have fallen, and my love for you has come into full view. I never want to have us turn and go away.

dear you,
I'm sorry I've been so damn moody lately. I'm sorry I've been so damn bitchy and keep hanging up on you. I do love you with all my heart, I'm just afraid I'll lose you. I'm afraid I'll say something to make you forget the feelings you do have for me.I know I bring up stupid things, but I'm just not sure this is the real deal sometimes. I think I'm going to wake up one day and you're not going to be there; I'm worried that you've been a dream for the time we've been together. I love you with all my heart; please tell me we'll never grow apart.
Forgive me, please.

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