alFatihah utk Tok do. ( as his name dollah, i used to call him tok do).
we will miss u.
rain is still pouring, just like my mood now,even i have no reason untuk sedih act tapi my mood is currently like that. what can i do.
being the eldest and the very first grandchild to the both family sumtimes is really tak best. trust me.
i do. everyone is pointing to me as a role eventhough i cant be the best as what they wish me to be. in fact i am really a bad person. bad girl in otherwords.
but it doesnt meant that i'v been controled by them, No. i live as free as i wanted to, i choose what i want to wear, i choose my interest, i choose my friends, and paling penting i choose my life and that's really enough for me.
as i depressed, tired with all these workloads, i will call umi and blame her, why i should be here. jahat kan aku? heh..i never meant that umi. trust me..i just want to expressed how tired i am when i have to faced the failure.
i hate failure.
apa yang aku nak act dlm hidup aku neh? i dont know.
apa yang aku dah buat almost 21yrs backwards? i dont know.
i just dont know and
i dont even care.
* i need a shoulder to lean on at this moment, really.
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